Just tell me you're Alright
There were times in my life when I wanted someone to catch my lies. When I wanted them to see right through me. To see the hurt I felt and know the pain I was going through. To know that the smile I was hiding behind was as fake as my lies. For someone to feel the tears streaming down my face in the middle of the night. There were times in my life where people would ask me if I was alright. When they would give me a quick glance and continue on their way not even waiting for an answer. It's easy to lie to people like that. Because they don't really care about you. They don't really want to know the truth. But there were times in my life when I was sick of lying. When all I wanted was for someone to know what was real. For someone to see how tired I was of running. There were times when I didn't want to hide anymore. When I wanted someone to actually know who I was, not who I was pretending to be. I wanted more then anything for someone to show me what love is. There were times in my life when all i wanted someone to look me in the eye's and ask me if I was alright.
We are in a battle. Everyday of our lives is a constant battle. And everyday we don't give in, every day we stay alive, everyday we don't listen to the lies is a win. Winning is hard, it's the hardest thing i've ever done but it is possible and it's worth it. Welcome to a new begining.